So Lonely

So Lonely

Every day I wake up feeling all alone in this world
So many questions and no answers leaves my head in a swirl
Call me Mary J Blige because right now I’m going down
I’m hurting so much it is difficult for me to move around

I’m surrounded by many people yet I still feel alone
Face to face is what I desire; I’m tired of the internet and using my cell phone
Once again I’m down feeling like a Misfit
I want so badly to take the easy route by calling it quits

I hear Michael Jackson in the background saying he is by my side
I beg to differ because each day further into a black hole I slide
Once again I’m having difficulties of getting any kind of reception
Is it the fact that I’m a lineman that all sure catches wind up becoming interceptions

Like Yolanda Adams I constantly ask God to open up my heart
But what’s the use of having it opened when me and my friends are miles and miles apart
I feel like the little boy in NeverEnding Story
Unlike him I feel with me there will never be any glory

Timothy Warfield